You Were

This is the conclusion to a never ending story
You were so much more than just a whole in the heart
You were my hearts demolisher
But you were afraid to piece it back together
You were my graves digger
But you weren't brave enough to fill the hole
You were my caskets crafter
But were too scared to nail it shut
You were my minds infection
And you had the cure but dreaded me sane
You were pleading, pleading on your shattered knees
You were my backs stabber
But you weren't strong enough to pull it free
You were my souls desire
But you were too nervous to feed the fire
You were my eyes blinder
You didn't want me to see the truth
You were my necks noose
You would pray for me to loose
You were the one who made e feel wrong
But you never knew how wrong you were
I seek vengeance
I seek destruction
I have them both ready for you
But i'd still stab myself to death
Before ever inflicting pain upon you
I'm not afraid of my emotions
I'm not the one hiding in dark corners
Praying on my knees
And putting on a murderous mask
I'm not the one fearing love
I'll take it head on and see what it can do for me
I'll see what it can do foe me
I don't know if i hope the rumors are true or not
If love can get the best or worst of you