Perpetual motion

Already...lauded...standing...
I'm already here
Already...unlocked...unlatched
gates ahead opened
persevere...no need...don't need...
to move on no more
the pressure...pushing...forcing...
not from my own will

How many times did i ever stand here?

Why are you still driving me to go?
again i stand...
even if i stand or walk on
it's the same

I'm sick...and tired...of this
tired of this side
gates here never shut off
gates always open

how many times did i ever get through?