Is It Worth It (feat. Zach Beaver)

I've been on the road, never home, I'm not the man I once was
You just wanna talk, wanna chill, need to tell me what's been goin' on
'Cause I ain't been to church in about three or four weeks, I'm slippin'
And I been doin' drugs, and I got a feelin' this is just the beginnin'
And I hold on, I hold on, probably doin' some other stuff that I can't put in song
It's two 'o clock in the mornin' and I've been feelin' alone
I'm listening to your project, it's helpin' me move along
But I stand still, like a mother got some bad news
My dad's drinking and he's always in a bad mood
Man, if I felt nothin', it'd be better
'Cause mama said to pray, but nothin's gettin' better like

Everything I know is fallin'
I'm cold, I'm callin'
Your name, but this pain
Is all that I see right now
Oh, and I've been losin' purpose
I'm runnin' in these circles
I'm askin' if it's worth it
I know that I need You
I know that I need You
But I think that I'm losin' my mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind

I'm searchin' for the words that I can say
I feel guilty 'bout the choices that I've made
These words, they're in my head, but I won't tell you
Don't think that I'm the person that can help you
'Cause I don't know it all
I just know when broken people start to get involved
They only make a mess of everything, it doesn't solve
All the problems, that's the problem, the problem is that I'm fallin' off
I know the expectation you have
And if you listen to that project, I was dealin' with that
'Cause when all the music stop and then you gave what you had
You're probably left with the regrets and there's no takin' it back
And now I'm starin' at a blank face
I'm sorry I'm the reason that you lost faith
You say the songs are helpful and they're relevant
But I couldn't save you for the hell of it

Everything I know is fallin'
I'm cold, I'm callin'
Your name, but this pain
Is all that I see right now
Oh, and I've been losin' purpose
I'm runnin' in these circles
I'm askin' if it's worth it?
I know that I need You, I know that I need You
But I think that I'm losin' my mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind

Everything I know is fallin'
I'm cold, I'm callin'
Your name, but this pain
Is all I ever see right now
Oh and I've been losin' purpose
I'm runnin' in these circles
I'm askin' if it's worth it
I know that I need You, I know that I need You
But I think that I'm losin' my mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind
My mi-mi-mi-mind

And I don't have the answers for you, kid
But I know someone does
I know [?]