Purgatorying (part 2)

Start every week with a break neck urgent design
And end every speed day with my
Briefcase representing free time

Spending my fruit
As my purchases become my lifeline
Please give my love to my family
I'll doubtfully be home at Christmas time

Don't disturb me in this state
Please leave me purgatorying
I'll be damned if I'm to wake
This is far more than I am equipped for