Unwind

I wish I could plan what's next
But it's always more complex
Things work independently
Nothing is guaranteed

When it's become more than lust
I don't know who to trust
My heart or my mind
Sometimes I wish I was blind

I feel myself unwind
I'm losing my mind

I don't think he's listening
If there's a God above
He won't heal us when we're broken
He won't feed us eternal love

I could die tomorrow
These things are just chance
And all these good things
Amount to nothing worth a damn

I feel myself unwind
I'm losing my mind