Screaming Out (feat. Victoria Zarlenga)

When she was
Here I seemed to be more than I was
Cause it was all that I could be, she was my only cause
I wasn't able to overcome that feeling that
Makes it possible to destroy and rebuild my broken heart
I know you're thinking now
That the life of every man maybe is only a great dream
I can't understand why I do not wake up when I scream
And my dream becomes a mix of fear, just today
Everything becomes so dark, but
I still smile at the world the same way

Leave me alone
Or take me with you, honey
And let me be your victim
I'm screaming out
This time I want to lie down
Only you know how to now
Cry for my dark future
No matter what you think
No matter what you have to say no
Crumble down my thoughts for you and I
Fall down

It's the same
Since then the sun, moon and stars still know their calling,
I do not know if it is day or night that matters while everything is falling
Everything belongs to past as time goes and now I'm crawling
I know you're thinking now
And I do not know why I feel this way I think of you and me
And one of our last quarrels maybe that's what destiny is
Anger seizes me and I would want to run as far as I can
Almost not caring about what is there after the death now
Wow heal the darkness of my soul
I want to breathe in deeply, but I don't know
If I can maybe one day walk on another road
Please don't let me fall
I won't go
I lose control
Take my breath and my soul
Hold it all or let it go

Girl, now you're so far away
I can't wait