When I Failed

Decide everything for me
Subject yourself to it
Make believe it's only your fault
Stifle my own
Ambition
It's been so long since i failed
Nothing alienates this
Anything reminds me
Relieving it only helps
Suffer to make your own gains
It's been so long since i failed
And now my senses fail me
And still my training fails me
And now everything fails me
And still everyone fails me
And still the only thing i have fails me