Once... I Lived

Overwhelming sadness, erases the ecstacy that once dwelled within
My days turned to years
As I walk whats left of my tragic path
Streams of painful emptiness, hit me again and again

Im hopelessly longing for you to embrace this apethetic living form
Save me from the cruelty of reality

I feel your presence everywhere, in every path I take
Like a cloud of fog, depression makes its way

Endlessly I drown in my sea of grief
No reason to live, nothing left to believe
Oh sweet death, come hold me and take me there
Ease the pain of my everbleeding wound
Wash away my despair

Apathy of life growing deep inside
As I drift away to those old times
They draw a smile on my face, yet hurt
Depression takes over, haunts me down, it doesnt seem to end

Days gone forever, but in my heart you are alive
I see you through my tears
I dream of you, Long for you
And still deeply in love with you
Yet still, another painful tomorrow will start without you