I'm Not That Girl

I stopped writing in my diary
I got so sick of me
So i ripped out the pages
And set myself free
I stopped waiting on a phone call
Cause i finally see
I'm wasting my time
It stopped raining
Still i went out and
Started breathing again
It felt good but it felt weird
Cause i know in the end
All the king's horses
And all the king's men
Can't fix us this time

What was i thinking
Letting you be the reason
I open my eyes in the morning
And closed them at night
Must've been dreaming
While i was out believing
Every love lie that you said
When you said i was yours
Well, i'm not that girl
I'm not that girl anymore

There will be times when i miss you
I'm not gonna lie
There will be little reminders
That mess with my mind
So, i wrote on the mirror
A lip stick goodbye
Every tear dries

What was i thinking
Letting you be the reason
I open my eyes in the morning
And closed them at night
Must've been dreaming
While i was out believing
Every love lie that you said
When you said i was yours
Well, i'm not that girl
I'm not that girl anymore

That girl is gone
She's not coming back
Had to move on
And i'm not scared of it
Cause i like me better without you
Got a post card from boston
I ripped it up i thought it would hurt
But it wasn't so tough

What was i thinking
Letting you be the reason
I open my eyes in the morning
And closed them at night (closed them at night)
Must've been dreaming
While i was out believing
Every love lie that you said
When you said i was yours
Well, i'm not that girl
I'm not that girl anymore
No, i'm not that girl
I'm not that girl anymore