Forgetting To Forget

holding these feelings of regret
I keep forgetting to forget giving everything for a chance at this again merely
observing my own fate despair lingering in wait can't help but think was it all for nothing
I maintain that standing by my distant dreams that maybe someday
you'll look at me in the same way the last branch breaks in silence
come so far to only be let down my hear beats then breaks
in silence needing hope it tears me inside out