My Struggle

I cannot cope with some things
Even though I try
All the pain that hell brings
It isn't justified


Well maybe one less lie
Would be enough in time
I cannot wait to see
Your image of me


You do not realize the things you say
Your clouded thinking
You do not realize the pain you make
It eats me up inside


My Struggle


It shouldn't take too long
Over, past and gone
I finally seen the way
Where I don't have to pay


Clouded judgment speaks
All around me
You didn't mean to say
But I'm better off this way