Punishment

Lying here - waiting for the end
release myself from life's punishment
escape to the void i came from
leaving behind a darkish, disturbing world
punishment - i never asked for life
punishment - my will is free - my choice suicide
the final dormancy i adore, dying is the name
realize i'm weeping with laughter
as i found i always fathomed for
you shall obey - i will not
searching for the true delight
the cannot rot one with eternity
forever i will sleep
[martin witchskinner 4/93]