PS I Was Happy Before

"here is my advice to you and i think you should take it,
because i've been there and i've seen it all before,
i suggest you take my word - there is no way she is worth it.
you'd be better off alone, you're so much stronger on your own."

now i wish i was religious because i really need to pray,
but instead i'll cross my fingers each and every passing day,
i grew sick of pinching eyelashes and making the same wish:
it was never coming true.
i was wishing for the real you, the one i know.

i'm better off alone, i'm stronger on my own,

nothing you can say will make me stay for more i'm breaking free,
i'm getting a lot stronger now, i'm finding my own feet,
after living under your thumb i'd become so fucking weak,
after months of bad excuses i grew bored of all your lies,
you were never worth my time.

i'm better off alone, i'm stronger on my own,

nothing you can say will make me stay for more i'm breaking free,
i am so much better after taking their advice,
i have met the real me and i'm learning what i'm like,
i am so much happier i've not even been as sick,
it s a shame you pushed me over when i was on the brink.
i hope i find another one to like me for who i am,
or at least someone who wants me half as much as i want them,
i am always going to love you and that is never going to change,
but i am never coming back because i am sick of playing games...

goodbye.

i'm better off alone,
the words you say they kill me as they cut straight to the bone,
i'm stronger on my own,
nothing you can say will make me stay for more i'm breaking free,
this is my decision there's no going back you had your chance with me.