Drawing Back The Lines

Don't mind me when I don't speak
I can conjure better thoughts than this
But to ignore the fact that it hurts to let your name out
It seems impossible
I'm trying to draw back the lines you replaced, then erased
Don't apologize quite yet, I can't think that everything
You said to me was a mistake
Don't tell me it didn't feel easier then
Because it was easier than this will ever be.