Shut My Eyes

Teardrops blaze their way across my pillow
The trail's still fucking hot
In this water are the paths I follow
Every time I am lost

Somebody shut my eyes
Somebody told somebody else
To never fantasize

These forty tears were raining on your forty eyes
To drown you in my flood
My whole family and all my fucking friends
Are everything you are not

Somebody shut my eyes
Somebody told somebody else
Somebody should

It's surreal to love what keeps you wondering
Too feel my touch is to forgive history
I've rinsed my hands of memories
As you've rinsed your life of me
These bullets wait for escape
On the shells I write your name
On the trigger I place the blame
From within the barrel you'll see my face
Don't say goodbye
I'll do the same

Soon enough your sun burns on my shoulders
Long after I'm gone
The moon I hid within your shadows
Will start to shine

Somebody shut my eyes
I've finally shown this fucking world
Nobody could