Emotion parasite

The moment to be drained
Is getting closer by the day
Instincts are corrupting my mind

The reaction that I get
When I'm about to act
Won't ever leave me behind

Strangled by my touch
Hunting for this rush
Hidden down below
What I've come show

All patience I have left
Until today it has been kept
But there's no reason left to wait

Time is flashing by
I long to hear you cry
Prisoner to the speed
Addicted to your need

I call the shots behind your back
A reminder to forget
Of compassion I seem to lack
Alas you take your last breath

It's fiction all I see
Questions forging me
It's nothing like it was
I revel in your loss

One call
I step ahead of you
Free fall
This time I'll follow through