Should have known

i'd never thought i would get to the point of saying - the apprehension, the feelings that i've felt -
there's never been something so important and it's importance is so much bigger than itself -

and i, i should have known to place it all on the line and let it show - i'm glad that you enjoy all of this -
just to move on and forget what i've felt - it's scary to place so much weight and rely so much on the words of someone else - and i,

i should have known to place it all on the line and let it show - how could you, how could you know - now that you're, now that you're gone