Paranoid

Finished with my woman cause she couldnt help me with my mind
People think I'm insane because I am browning all the time
All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify

Can you help me thought you were my friend
Whoah yeah I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness
I must be blind

Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I can not feel and love to me is so unreal

And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life
I wish I could but its too late