Inevitability

Wish I could say I'm sorry
Like there were changes comin'
Pure enough to wash away these things
All come and gone
Find some new direction
Maybe once not take the wrong road
Don't need a shrink to tell me
I've been screwin' up too long
Oh, but I feel it; inevitability
No escape from chains made out of me
M-my own footsteps
M-my own flesh
My appointed minute executed me
Might need a new perspective
What if screwing up's an acquired taste?
My crash; a twisted joyride
My smile; the pained look on my face
Why be a victim?
Reject the beast I've built
Why waste this anti-hero climax on so much guilt?
Oh, don't you feel it; inevitability
All fall into place awaiting me
Now I lay me down
No worry how it feels
C'mon, just run me over
I kiss the wheels
Let it come; unafraid
Couldn't end any other way
Come; come through me
My surrender; my victory
(Guitar solo)
And now I feel it; inevitability
How liberating a single choice can be
Oh, the gods conspire
Who am I to spoil their fun?
I know the exit
I want it done
I'm in a small glass room
It's filled with fragile things
I feel a seizure comin' on; seizure comin' on
Trash out my sliver bed
So I can lay me down
Smile while the floor turns red
Penitential ecstasy
And when I spill it free
Will you claim scars not yours?
Still swim with me
Penitential ecstasy
I'm in a small glass room
It's filled with fragile things
I feel a seizure comin' on; seizure comin' on
Juice is gone; I feel lighter
It's all so gone now
Pure now; whiter
Still alive, just whiter
Thank you; thank me
Thank you; ecstasy
Ecstasy