Everything I Don't Need

If you know that I'm not lying
You know how hard I'm trying
To live again as I lived back then never ending
But you won't know what I'm thinking as my happiness start sinking
I can't tell you and you'll never know I'm never ending
And you're everything that I don't need and you're everywhere I go
You don't know what you mean to me and I'll never let you know
And you won't know what I'm thinking as my happiness starts sinking
I can't tell you and you'll never know I'm never ending
I'll never say you'll never believe me
But you'll never leave me
Because you won't need me
I'll never say that I'll never tell you
The hell that I've been through
The words that I meant to say to you