Shifting

These motives seem so long forgotten so please remind me
why i'm in this chair again and please remind me what is
the lesson learned because your mouth only moves so
slightly leaving me clutching to what you've said words
that are only cut and paste words supposed to make me feel
for esperanza when she can only bleed me further dry
shifting me sideways in this chair so please remind me why
it's so the same and why it always hurts so bad