Emotionally Astray

Deep, dark and sanguine clouds are covering the sky
With pain, grief and sorrow I kiss the frozen darkness
Effortless I will get lost in my bitter future
My cold doom

Sprigs of dying trees embrace my soul
All alone in forsaken woods
My mind is touching the surface at the lake of yearn
Chains of sorrow

...heart is gone
In the silence of my forlorn tears

Grey solitude in the fields of helpless hate

Majestic instincts of ancient lust and pain
Hedonic memories of euphoric times
The spoiled serenade's romanticized
A bleeding ebony frame

Heart-sore emotions, breeding in my vanity
Paralysed afflictions, imprisoned in existence
In the beauty of a bird's innocence
An exhumed bitterness

...dreams are gone
In the sensuality of my sickened destiny

Stony seclusion in the fields of helpless void

Eternal flowers' bloom
Destroyed by distrust and maze
Symphonic played heartstrings
Distorted and sarcastic deformed

See my cynism growing
As misanthropic attitudes
Cold rain touches my lips
While standing at the grave of love