Staying Away

Well I've been abused I'm alone
I've seen hell like you've never known
You know I'm living in fear
Of falling into love
Your thinking days it's been years
That's how long I've been crying these tears but no more
All the many nights I wanted
You to be with me
Now all I remember is that you said you'd never leave
I've opened my eyes I'm ready to see
Everything that's ahead of me
You know I'm staying away from this feeling you call love
I'm confused I don't know where can I turn or where can I go
You know I'm trying to keep myself from losing you