The Fountain of Youth

I owe the reaper, cheating life I'm digging deeper
I saw the mess I’ve made I’ve turned into a creature

I'm fighting fever, I'm not a keeper fetch your cleaver
I am a bleeder, lead deceiver got some pain relievers?

I tried to save myself from my impending doom that's to come
But now I dwell on how I live alone nightly
This empty feeling oh it’s very very frightening
I can’t believe that I didn’t see how his would be everyone leaves except for me no one to meet
It’s a never ending feeling and there’s not a chance of healing from it

So when that day came I blamed all my problems on the fountain
The fountain of youth

When you all died I was standing right here in fear cause I got all this time
No one to share my life
I thought I wanted this now I'm throwing fits cause I regret it
Will you please keep in mind I’ve said goodbye to many wives
Was forced to say goodbye

Stung with a spell, this well won’t send me to hell
But in hours it’s powers can make men from you cowards

Went on a journey that lead into the mountain
I didn’t think I’d really find the fucking fountain

With no hesitation I enter an earth living damnation
I free myself from temptation yet felt a sick sensation

I owe the reaper cheating life I'm digging deeper
I saw the mess I made I’ve turned into a creature
I'm fighting fever, I'm not a keeper fetch your cleaver
I am a bleeder lead deceiver got some pain relievers?

This is the moment I’ve been waiting for
The very second that I'm knocking at the reapers door
I will keep wishing to escape this dark flesh prison
The tension rising not surprising I'm fighting not hiding

Can’t believe my eyes, took so many tries, staring at his size
Death is just a prize, this would not be wise, searched for my demise
No highs to even analyze

I'm face to face with the reaper for fuck's sake
Can you give credit now we’re betting I'm raising the stakes

When you all died I was standing right here in fear cause I got all this time
No one to share my life
I thought I wanted this now I'm throwing fits cause I regret it
Will you please keep in mind I’ve said goodbye to many wives
Was forced to say goodbye

I can’t believe that I didn’t see how this would be everyone leaves except for me no one to meet
It’s a never ending feeling and there’s not a chance of healing from it
(Was forced to say goodbye)

Can’t believe my eyes, took so many tries, staring at his size
Death is just a prize, this would not be wise, searched for my demise
No highs to even analyze
(Was forced to say goodbye)