In This Freezing Night

In the freezing space
I'm together only with an illusion
Nothing's here again in this freezing night
If you hold me, I know you are not here
With the depressing sense of loss
I seek the illusion
And the sense of caress brings about sadness
From the pouring tears,
I felt my attachment to life
The life in the illusory caress
Is led between the despair and joy