Past

I have you,
I had you,
Cause if I look to the past,
I really am alone.
I am,
I was,
Cause if I look to the past,
I really am not.
I have it,
I had it,
Cause if I look to the past,
I really never had.

I never had, the love that I needed,
I needed some love, and you never give,
I love myself, and you not need,
I really had a love bleeding.


I ate some plants, and you never give.