Red to Black

Feel like a grey bag, with ashes of my dad
Kush from yesterday, turned my eyes red
But my inner heart turns from red to black
Once I was free, and felt like a spelled one
Instead

Wanna kill you in my head,
I wane feel it with my hands,
I wanna leave you in my mind
Just wanna be free, no place to hide

I always think about, what I once had
Kush from the past, turned my eyes red
Then the time changed, and in the end
You did nothing but to break my neck

Wanna kill you in my head,
I wane feel it with my hands,
I wanna leave you in my mind
Just wanna be free, no place to hide