Nocturne: Lost Faith

Let my guard down
Throw me on the floor
I lost the only crutch that I had
Another fail safe; another guarantee
I'll surrender with a let me be
And now I promise that I'm not the
Only cynic, I'm just so numb to the world
So frail, so pessimistic
I never wanted to be this way

Dusk awaits, bringing somber feelings
Forever hiding behind a mask I made
I walk the same path everyday
It gets darker, but it feels the same

The truth is lost
Where do I turn when I question myself?
Where do I turn when I lose someone else?
The truth is lost
I lost faith in you
I lost faith in me

And I'm clinging to the here and now
And I'm feeling, like I've never felt at all
Draped in a cloak that hides my skin, but not my shame
Ease my mind beyond what I've been feeling
This is the real me, and I want out alive

Dusk awaits, bringing somber feelings
Forever hiding behind a mask I made
I walk the same path everyday
It gets darker, but it feels the same

Where do I turn when this aura surrounds me?
Where is I turn when I question myself?
I'm losing sleep
Where do I turn when this aura surrounds me?
I'm losing sleep
I'm losing sleep