Deep Diver

Withholding these feelings
On my body a vibration
Memories, luminous
Made-up moments I’m not to know

Reflections of my age
Gentle pearls that shine like suns
Unbeknownst to most and me
They carry on declaring

Unaware of these guidelines
I move myself towards desire
Reaching out, conquering
Seducing the things I want

Frequencies, pre-programmed
Little codes I can’t decrypt
Old patterns that reside
Within me, these shiny stones

I observe as they rule
Over me, relentless moon
They direct, they control
Where I go, instructions

Hold my hand, we’re falling now
I know it’s going to hurt, but we must go down
Now we don’t have much time, don’t block it out
Or else we’re left to die in oblivion

Let’s dive in, the chance is ours
The truth is hard to take but these are our own lives
It’s going to hunt us down, it won’t ever fade out
Unless we take this time to be courageous

Now I take control
(release me)
Finally aware
(release me)
I see everything
(release me)
Couldn’t see before
(release me)
It was always here
(release me)
Right in front of me
(release me)
I’m vulnerable
(release me)
I am open up
(release me)