Maybe Two, Or Twenty

Sometimes
I kiss my scars
Its over with
Is this it?

Sometimes
I breathe in deep
Lungs close up
I wish you married me

Sometimes
I break down
Give up everything
But then I think

About you
You're so strong

Its been 2 years since we even talked
But I still call hoping youll pick up

It kills me
That you took your life
No one even knows
You were my star and sky

Drift away
I could lie and try to say
That I'm the same
Don't watch me cry over your grave
I'll take a drink
Maybe two, or twenty

You're watching me
Kiss another on the face
I feel guilty
Though you aren't here
I don't dare to erase
I still pay for your phone
So I can hear you speak

Drift away
I could lie and try to say
That I'm the same
Don't watch me cry over your grave
I'll take a drink
Maybe two, or twenty