If You Could See Me Now

If you could see me now
You wouldn't believe
That the girl you knew
Was really me

The way I live my life
You'd probably desaprove
You dissapointment is mine
Though I ain't got to please you

Wish I could like
Every part of me
Despite of the things
I should try not to be

I don't really like
When I run to scape
but what can I do
If ain't got no strength

If you could see me now
I'd say the following excuse:
The deception is mine
This song's not about you