Wasted Existence

A whisper grows in my mind, searching and waiting for the place and time when my mind is weak, in need of a friend, to turn me away from the end.

- Can't you see that it's time for me to change the life I lead? - Can't you see I am fading away?

Motion, my life is in motion on a silver screen. Now it's rolling by in front of my eyes and I can see, it's staring back at me, asking me: - What have you become? All this wasted time, wasted years. You can save your fears.

- Can't you see that it's time for me to change the life I lead? - Can't you see I am fading away, I am fading away?
- I am fading away, going down so deep, deep down. - Lead me down the road, I am fading away.

I am, I am me, can't you fulfill my needs. Running, I am running, trying to escape from reality.
I am running, I have myself to blame for living the life I have within me. I have myself to blame.

- Can't you see that it's time for me to change the life I lead? - Can't you see I am fading away, I am fading away?
- I am fading away, going down so deep, deep down. - Lead me down the road, I am fading away.