The Way I Keep Myself Together

By the time I get to you
Perphaps I'll be in a better space
To just pour it on and run
But I'm sure that I'll keep looking back
[?] escape [?] even loved me once

I don't know how hard you hit my heart
But now I'm down in the counting
If this is [?]
'Cause I can fell my body drowning

The way I keep myself together
Is by not keeping anything at all
And when I tell that I'm better
Don't believe me when you see me fall

Tell me what is this [?] I hate
To hold on to all the time
When I should just ride it off
I won't let my feelings go away
'Cause in my head we are so right
Though it was never quite enough

I don't know how hard you hit my heart
But now I'm down in the counting
If this is [?]
'Cause I can fell my body drowning

The way I keep myself together
Is by not keeping anything at all
And when I tell that I'm better
Don't believe me when you see me fall

I don't need your love to know
Still good on my own
Don't need goodbye to go
I don't mean to give you false hope

I don't need your love to know
Still good on my own
Don't mean to give you false hope
And I don't need goodbye to go

The way I keep myself together
Is by not keeping anything at all
And when I tell that I'm better
Don't believe me when you see me fall
Don't believe me when you see me fall
Don't believe me when you see me fall

By the time I get to you
Perphaps I'll be in a better space to run