El Ess

yellow and black
eyes like the sky
fallen angel
perfect in every way
break it open
i slip away
we fuck on the floor
beautiful high
i'll never walk away
break it open
break me open now
she sees through my imperfections
a million miles apart and counting
everybody's got their opinions
about me and my decisions
i know what you wanted me for
could i pretend you need me?
help me oz i'm trying so hard
i'm just so insecure
break me open
break it open
i want it
all alone and i'm sure
shade my lie inside of her
i disguise she purifies my
mistake one more time
close my eyes follow her
thin blank lines i've lost the words
she makes me feel like i should
i'm all right
break it open
break me open now
this is my only life
i will not live your lie