She Loves

She's a little messed up
I'm a little messed up, messed up

She's a little messed up
Lying in the bed too long
Empty bottles on the dresser
She's been drinking all alone
Tears on her pillow
Wet with the reasons wrong
Damn, why hasn't he called in so long?

He said sorry
But his sorry just ripped her apart
She's so heavy held down
By the darkness in the heart
The room starts spinning
This ain't living
Drinking too much
So she smokes a little bit
But his memory kills the buzz
Because

She loves, she loves, she loves, she loves, she loves him
She knows, she knows, she knows that it's not good
She can't, she can't, she can't, she can't let go 'cause
She loves, she loves, she loves
Oh, she loves, oh yeah

She wanna be his only
But he don't wanna be tied down
Said he isn't ready
Why can't he lie just a little?
She gets high to numb the pain inside he makes her feel
Why this gotta be so real?

He said sorry
But his sorry only made it worse
She's become so colder and it feels good when it burns
The room starts spinning
This ain't living
Drinking too much
So she smokes a little more
Thoughts of him kills the buzz
Because

His heart is a kiss against her lips
Her smile is fake
She lost her place
While she stays broken he's ok
He promised he'd be there always
She can't love him cause he's running
Scared this could be more than nothing
It's not right, can't be fake
Not if it ends up this way
She loves, she loves, she loves, I love, I love him