Good Grief

It never gets better, just easier
Time doesn't really heal anything
It just helps you forget the way that it hurt
When it hurt really bad
What didn't kill me never made me stronger
Sometimes it just made me wish it would have

'Cause I'm not a fighter
I haven't been for a long time
Lying and saying I'm tired
When people ask me if I'm alright
The mourning and missing
And grieving someone
That wasn't mine to lose
Turned into survivors guilt
When I started moving on too

My pain's a testament
To how much you meant to me
I know it wouldn't be this hard
If it wasn't good grief
I hope you know that
I loved you more than anything
And it wouldn't hurt this bad
If it wasn't good grief

No call, no text, no warning
No reason as to why
Good God, good grief, good mourning
You never said goodbye

No call, no text, no warning
I'm still searching for signs
Good God, good grief, good mourning
I'll never say goodbye
Good-goodbye

My pain's a testament to
How much you meant to me
I know it wouldn't be this hard
If it wasn't good grief
I hope you know that
I loved you more than anything
I hope you know that
I love you more than anything
And it wouldn't hurt this bad
If it wasn't good grief