Messengers of Fear

I've seen this dark one for years
(Your life in my hands)
Suddenly he just appears
(Under my command)
Wishes my ruination
(Wish to see you bleed)
Visual hallucination
(On your tears I feed)

Trouble in the bloodline
Heartless childhood
Crazy visions

Dark enemy, bright enemy
From the door they’re watching me
From the wall they’re watching me
Can I ever chase them away?

Dark enemy, bright enemy
From the door they’re watching me
From the wall they’re watching me
Will they ever leave me be?

This bright one seems so harmless
(Curse only for you)
Wrong turns, bad burns from my past
(Anxiety grows)
Tight spaces, mirrors, spiders
(You are ridiculous)
Turn my life into nightmares
(I am your phobias)

Unprocessed emotions
Unknown causes
Panic triggered

I’ll never ever gonna be ok
Is it better to choose another way?
Is it better if I quit this war
From an open window of the 10th floor?

Drown in a sea of sorrow

I learned to live with them
Sometimes they scare me
Sometimes they watch me, just watch me from afar
We are chained together
Till the end of time
We have to live like this, because that is who we are