Forgiven

What is left of this girl
To this youth on the world
I still feel you inside of me
Locked away all my rage
Butterfly in a cage
Couldn't feel it
Now I am

Wasting my time
Trying to find what's missing
Save me from myself
Waiting to be forgiven

Drawing pictures of you
Many shades of blue
The way I felt
Last I saw you
Seeing my heart shutting down
Closing in the reliving time
I'm barely breathing, I'm lying here

Wasting my time
Trying to find what's missing
Save me from myself
Waiting to be forgiven

If this is all that is
Then why am I still wondering why
Paper cut, hard to see
Hurts like hell, I am bleeding