Wake up
Go back to bed
Close the curtain
Withdraw instead
Recovering sleepyhead
The night fills me with terror
The days with dread
But I'm not really trying
I hide my face
I prefer the quiet
Been this way since my first memory
Look away, look right at me
What I want is so deceiving
Cause I am way too young for this
Blur a boundary fall in the abyss
It sucked me right in
Part of me is glad it did
It's a black hole but a blank canvas
Cause I am way to young for this yeah
I should learn a different language
I should become someone else
And develop and sense of self
Cause I am way to young for this yeah
My body aches like I'm ancient
I should become someone else
And develop and sense of self
Cause I am way too young for this
Blur a boundary fall in the abyss
It sucked me right in
Part of me is glad it did
It's a black hole but a blank canvas