I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY TOO

Yeah
I live in a state of unrest
Rip me to the bone and undress
My vital organs, vital organs
Ha, I live in a state of unrest
You could rip my blankets off the bed
Morning and the night I'm just stressed
I-I-I

I can't seem to have a genuine connection
Faking what I say and what I do is a solution
Even when I got a lot of people that will listen
I can't even relax or look at my own reflection
So if I gotta be anyone, I don't wanna be myself
Mother says I'm not a disappointment, but I don't even think she's well
I might mail it in for what it's worth
To tie in who I am, whatever chart
Oh, I wish I could be like one of them
Solitude is such a prison, man
No, I can't tell myself these things
I know who I am at night, oh, I am me
How I am is just no way to be
Fall and fall again and fall again, but never bleed

Mango, do you really wanna die?
Or are you just the lowest in your life?
I can make it better if I try
I have to make the jump before I fly
So if I gotta be anyone, I don't wanna be myself

Mother says I'm not a disappointment, but I don't even think she's well
I might mail it in for what it's worth
To tie in who I am, whatever chart
Oh, I wish I could be like one of them
Solitude is such a prison, man