Refuse To Get Up

I'm lying here in this room
Doing nothing
Trying to remember
The last day I was happy


Lately I'm not myself
I've become someone else
Refuse to get up
And do something useful instead


I'm not the person I used to be
Every day I feel more weak
I have no reason to weep
The optimistic side I can't see

Lately I'm not myself
I've become someone else
Refuse to get up
And do something useful instead

And no one wants to be friends with me
I'm the most depressed than anyone can be
And everyone leaves indeed
But inspiration stays for me...

Lately I'm not myself
I've become someone else
Refuse to get up
And do something useful instead