I Don't Care You're a Monster

Give me everything forever or give me nothing at all
Take that for what you will
And don't let it all go to your head, love's a form of weakness

But sometimes I wish I knew what it mean to you
I'll tag it on a bathroom stall or a billboard on a mountain just for you
Distorted sounds and I can't place them
I'm done playing games of ones and twos
I'm not unique and you're not invincible, no

And I don't know if I will pull through
How could I make that up to you?

Wrecking ball is coming too fast for you to make a move
It's gonna to do what it's gonna do
He hung himself under a bridge, left a note at the ledge
It read: Don't be sad, I'm making big movеs
A specter's in your bedroom closеt
Does it want a debt or is it a friend to you?
Whether it's a telegram or a set of fangs
Know when you leave, I'll want you to come back soon
If I gotta lie to myself, then I'll need some ammo

But I want to tell you I miss you
And I want to tell you I love you
And if I'm being honest, I don't think that I will pull through
But I kick out on a balance beam and in turn I swing and sway
I see now all of my pipe dreams are just false advertising

You think I'm sensible
Those are just things I tell to you
You think I'm rational
That's just a face I put on for you
And if I'm being honest, I don't think that I will pull through