Fascinated

am i fascinated on being sacrificed?/ for these words
unsaid/ for my own desire/ am i falling down/ on my
way?/ and maybe you are coming as you said/ but don't
need you to protect me from yourself/ i could have.../
i could do those things to you/ and even lies/ and even
treat you as a blind/ the silence of the rain i haven't
met that time/ i've crumbled everyday/ feelings that
are ok for pleasures won't remain/ i told you once and
again