Thin & Beautiful

Why are so many women
thin and beautiful?
And why is it that I want them?
Yet I'm here alone.
Maybe I'm just a shy boy
Or a bit afraid
Maybe I'll wait here for you
Until my heart breaks
I'll build a barricade

'Cause I'm a liar and I lie
I'm a loser, no friends if I try
Masturbation to you in my mind
I've tried it a 100 times.

So why are so many women
Still thin and beautiful?
And why is it that I want them?
I just want them