If You Only Knew

If you only knew how much you really meant to me,
Baby i thought we were meant to be,
If you only knew how much i think about you all the time,
I feel like i cant do anything anymore except to cry,
If you only knew the truth right away,
And that it hurts more and more each time you walk away,
If you only knew that you made me feel like i could fly,
And if you could only see the look you use to have in your eyes,
If you only knew how sorry i am for all the mistakes that i once made,
Baby drugs can't even ease this pain,
If you only knew how much i wish you were still by my side,
You're the only one who can wipe the tears from my eyes,
If you only knew that my love for you is like air,
It's always going to be there,
My heart is in the wind drifting into you,
I've done my best to try to make it go through,
Why can't you just open your eyes and see that i love you,
If you only knew how afraid i am of letting you go,
Can you believe that there is a side of me you don't know,
If you only knew how hard it's going to be to move on,
Baby with life i'm going to keep holding on,
If you only knew that i blame myself for what happened with us,
I'm so sorry for creating such a big fuss,
My heart is in the wind drifting into you,
I've done my best to try to make it go through,
Why can't you just open your eyes and see that i love you,
If you only knew how much i'm going to miss you,
Sugar i really did love you,
If you only knew,
If you only knew,
That this is my goodbye to you.