Jinzou Enemy

" yume no kieta mainichi wo
kurikaeshite itatte
imi nado nai yo. " to
subarashii koto iu ne
kimi mousou
"hi genjitsu wo aishite masu."
nante yubi de wa iu kedo
kuchi de wa nan mo ienai no ni ne

kao mo koe mo nai hito to
tsunagatteru nanka wo kanjiteru
sore wa kitto
ai shisou ai ja nai kedo
sou yatte kyou mo mata
ichi nichi ga owaru ko
kimi wa ikita youna furi wo shite
shite soshite nemuru

aa tsumaranai na to
me wo somukete mite mo
tojiru koto wa dekinai kuse ni
nee
sonna koto wo mitome moshi nai wari ni
kyou mo mata iya rashii kao de
gamen no oku no watashi wo miteru yo?

sore ga saizen saku janai koto wo
kitto kimi wa shitteru
shibonda kurai mainichi ni
oboreteru no wa kurushii yo ne
uso janai genjitsu ga nan nano ka
wakaranai no nara issho ni
hito ga tsukuri dashita sekai de
ikiru no wa dou kana?

kimi wo hitei suru youna basho nante
iru imi ga nai desho?
mou subete no ni shite
watashi dake wo mite yo

"aa subarashii ne." to
te wo tataite mite mo
zenbu uso de soto wa gomi darake
nee, kurushii hodo sore ni
umoreta kimi ga
nande ima acchi ni mukeru tsumetai kao de
watashi wo miteru no?

sore ga saizen saku janai koto wo
kitto kimi mo shitteru
sore no saki ni aru no wa kitto
soko nashi no kodoku kan
hikari no sasanai mainichi wo
kurikaeshite ta heya ni
kuzure hajimete iru watashi no
noizu ga hibiiteru
"konna no zenzen wakaranai yo"
sakenda watashi ni kimi wa
" shaberu dake no omocha wa
akita " to itta