Don't Think I'm Not Thankful

I made some choices
That I'm not proud of
I was a mess
Couldn't care less
About anyone but me

But there was this angel
I was so sure would save me
We fell in love and I messed that up
And blamed it all on You for letting her leave

And I believe
The rain that fell on me was holy water
I can see
The going through that hell just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankful

If I could go back
I know I would change things
That I've a life, the pain, the pride
And those that I let down

But without those mistakes and wrong turns
I couldn't have grown and I would never know
What my life's suppose to be bound
And what I'm leaving out

The rain that fell on me was holy water
I can see
Going through that hell just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankful

For you're letting me down
Kicking my butt
Taking my hand
For picking me up

Now I believe
That going through that hell just made me better
Stronger, faithful
But don't think I'm not thankful

And I believe
The rain that fell on me was holy water
I can see, yeah, going through that hell
Just made me better