WTF (am i doing with my life)

Well, folks, it seems that, unfortunately
The cold hand of the reaper has finally claimed another victim
Details are emerging, but please stay vigilant
And look out for a diamond logo containing the letters n,n

What the fuck am I doing with my life?
And I'm so stuck, I can't do anything right
What the fuck am I doing with my life?
And I'm so stuck, I can't do anything right

How come I only see in grayscale?
Lately, all my self-talk is more like reading hate mail
Like I can't meet my expectations
I try to reach the summit, but I'm stuck inside the basement

Oh, no
Been rolling around in my truck
Stepping out with these Ricks on and thesе locals thinking they Chucks
Moved out from the small town to a smallеr one, had enough
Enemies in the industry showing real hate and fake love
(What the fuck?)

There is a prospect of pain on the horizon
When the Sun sets, please understand that you are in grave danger
Walking outside of your home
Nothing and nowhere is safe

What the fuck am I doing with my life?
And I'm so stuck, I can't do anything right
What the fuck am I doing with my life?
And I'm so stuck, I can't do anything right