Journey

Is this a butterfly outside? - No, it isn't one
Is this a cascade out of there? - No, it is my tear
Is this a cross flagging this place? - No, (now) it's yours
Is this a tear, there on you face? - Yes, I cry

I remebered the time when my journey began
Unforgotten things I had done, your son
Mistakes had never been corrected, infected of pride,
Faults, where I'd never said sorry to you, now I do
Now I am dead and you can't understand my feelings, they're bad
So many things not done, so many words not said
I died and went up to heaven, I know you cried

Is this a bird flying outside? - No, it isn't one
Is this a leave falling down? - No, it is my hope
Is this the wind, let you hair wave? - No, it's my breath
Is this your hand, touching my grave? - Yes, I cry

The last I'd seen was your face, till I went to God's place
God shaked hands with me, he said I'm dead
I couldn't believe, and looked in his eyes, he winked
He gave me the chance, go threw the time of my decline
I went back to the day, when my journey began,
I locked in your fond eyes, your son
Again I jumped, again you cried, again I was at God's side

As suicider escaped from life, everything at every time
You were pain in my neck Now, I know
It was my fault, my selfhood depressed me, the result
That my afflicted soul may rest in peace

Let me rise! - Your death need not be disguised
I'm alone! - You aren't, I had shown
I want to live! - You got the chance, I can give
I'm dead! - Everything (is) possible you said
Why should I take the blame? - It's yours!

Is this rain, falling from the clouds? - No, it isn't rain
Is this a rainbow at the sky? - No, it's my mind
Is this a candle in your hands? - No, it's your flame of life
Is this the way, my journey ends? - Yes, I cry