The Forgotten Chapter

There was a time, I don’t wanna remember
The chapter started in the night
In the cold winter, in December
Mum and I were arguing again this night
Screams and fights
There was no end in sight
Suddenly the thing came true
Mum wanted me to leave
My destiny – to live on the streets

It was a promise that I gave myself
The shattered past won’t be revived
Until we meet again, my old friend
I know I was dead, but I am alive again

I remember the time
When I was younger
The sadness in me
Is getting stronger
Because I had to witness the strife
This monster had to destroy our family life

It’s been a while since I’ve seen you last
But now you’re nothing more than just a part of my past
It felt like all the lights went out
No one was there but doubt

All I have to say
To myself back in the past
You just have to stay
With your hope and it will last

It was a promise that I gave myself
The shattered past won’t be revived
Until we meet again, my old friend
I know I was dead, but I am alive again

I felt like
I am the psycho, the sinner
The demon I can’t escape
I am the ghost in the wall
And I can’t run from myself

I am the psycho, fuck I’m so psycho
I am the ghost in the wall
And I am my own fate

All I have to say
To myself back in the past
You just have to stay
With your hope and it will last

It was a promise that I gave myself
The shattered past won’t be revived
Until we meet again, my old friend
I know I was dead, but I am alive again